Wednesday, March 24, 2010

counting down...

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It is 35 minutes til I officially turn 19, and 33 days til I leave for Indonesia.

As I was walking home, I was just thinking how much I've changed since my last trip to Indonesia (2006). I have done lots of things since then. I have changed my mind on certain issues. I have changed my wardrobe. I have changed my plans for the future. There are things that I wish I can do again. There are also things that I want to repeat. And obviously, there are things that I just wish I didn't do.

Then I remembered what my eye-doctor (who has a bachelor in film) said to me. He said, "Never think of it as time wasted. Think of it as, 'well, now I know that that is not something I want to do.' Like process of elimination".

Thank you, insightful optometrist with a film degree. Also, thank you for all my friends; you all have shaped me to who I am right now.

"So that to know her, or any one, one must seek out the people who completed them; even the places" - Mrs. Dalloway, by Virginia Woolf.

2 comments:

  1. i'd love to go to indonesia - i hope you post lots of pics!

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  2. Ah, the 13eauty of change. And the 13eauty of l1fe exper1ences.

    1 hope your journey 1sn't f1lled w1th too many potholes l1ke m1ne =/ Sure, process of el1m1nat1on 1s reward1ng, 13ut detours are a letdown 1f they take you somewhere God d1dn't 1ntend for you to go.

    Eheh, my head goes 1n c1rcles when 1t's closer to m1dn1ght =)

    Happy 131rthday Clar 13ear.

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